It's Life

The hurt came back.
I wasn't even thinking about it.
It was so sudden its' suffocating.
It was hope that brought the hurt back.
Because I realized that I was hurt because of the same hope.
And it's painful, not just figuratively, even to a physical level.
I'm just sad.
Because I like that hope, but it's just too much of a pain to add up into my life now
and I can't afford to break down now.

How are you doing my friend? I hope the your day is better than mine.